Currently working on (artistically):
Andromeda I; torment
Cassandra II, III, IIII, & IIV; curse, caged, baphomet, concubine
Myself-Constance; I-?
Medusa I; untitled




ALL WILL GO ON SALE WHEN WEBSITE IS UP.

I'm doing too many portraits at once.

I heard screaming today from outside my bedroom, but when I looked no one was there.  God, I hope it's not her again.


Even with no eyes, her cold stare haunts me.  The name Constance brings a shutter from my spinal column and I remember so vividly when she wrapped her severed hands around my neck.  I'll never forget her limp, an emaciated body wrapped in gauze stumbling towards me.  Her voice was the sound of plucked vocal chords, but I understood what she wanted.  Blood, flesh.


I've painted her a few times but nothing brings her justice.  Even if she only hung around my shoulders for a few hours I remember her clearly.


It's funny how something that inspires me so much scares me so much.
But I find most my inspiration in my fears.

There is a man stomping up and down in my hallway.  He smells like old cigarettes and has blue eyes.  He knocks on my door and runs his fingernails against the door frame.  He gets very angry when I ignore him, which is most of the time.  He breaks some of my things, opens doors and puts things back here he thinks they should be.  Sometimes he knocks from inside the closet in the laundry room, and sits and watches me when I'm in there.  I think I'll call him Gavin.


He's been dead for over forty years.

I found out I'm part Hispanic.


I think I should change my name to Cassandra, I really relate

I haven't updated in a very, very long time.  And a lot has changed.


I still live in Youngstown, but I'm moving to San Francisco in June to go to school.  Its just time for me to move on with my life.


I'm also having surgery next week.  I'll be in treatment for ten days afterwards, at least.  It's a minor surgery but given my condition it becomes major.  So... yeah.  I'm really nervous about it, since if the treatment doesn't work I'm pretty screwed.


I'll go into more detail later, for anyone who still reads.  Haha.